For a Gold Star Family, Memorial Day is more than the beginning
of summer and a fleeting note of appreciation for those willing to put their
lives on line in service to our country. Unfortunately we know the depth of
"the ultimate sacrifice." As a Gold Star mom, I want to know, "Did my son make a difference?" Two recent events
give me a measure of assurance my son and his fallen comrades did not die in
vain.
Most of you are family and close friends and know the details of
my son's death. For those that did not know us four years ago, let me explain.
In February 2012 my son was working with the Afgan National Police at the Afghanistan Interior Ministry as the chief plans advisor. He and a coworker, Major Robert Marchanti,
were shot by a Taliban insurgent. The insurgent was able to escape the heavily
guarded Interior Ministry complex. Thinking he probably found refuge in
Pakistan, we had no anticipation that he would be apprehended.
The last time I saw my son, he was on a 2-week leave about 3
months before his tour in Afghanistan was to end. During that visit I asked
him, in his opinion, were we making a difference? He said there were pockets of
hope.
A few weeks ago we received word that the murder suspect had been
apprehended, not by the U.S. Military, but by the Afghanistan National Police.
From what we were told, my son had worked alongside the general of the Afghan
National Police and they had become friends. Apparently the general was not
going to allow this murder to go unresolved. General Solongie and the Afghan security officers never gave up the search. The fact that the general and the Afghan National Police were determined to seek
justice gives me reason to believe my son's efforts were appreciated. It gives
me hope that my son and his fallen comrades made a positive impact in the
Afghan security forces.
In a note left for his daughters before his first deployment, my
son explained his reason for volunteering to go to Afghanistan. One of the
things he mentioned was the need for Afghans to educate their children. As his
wife, Holly, said in a 2013 interview, “He knew education opens doors and minds
and that is the key to people understanding each other.” Darin believed that
education is a major key in the stabilization of Afghanistan. The recent
release of We are Afghan Women; Voices of Hope by the George W. Bush
Institute gave me another reason for hope. Women in Afghanistan are taking huge
risks to claim their education and economic rights. The international security
forces have made it possible for them to attend school and start businesses.
While it remains a struggle, progress is being made. Reading this book I
saw pockets of hope for the Afghan
women.
This Memorial Day weekend, Captain and I were honored to attend
the annual AfPak Hands' Wreath Laying Ceremony in Arlington Cemetery.
With tears in our eyes, we watched our granddaughter play taps at her
father's grave.
My tears were a mixture of sadness for our granddaughter, grief
for the loss of my son, pride for his accomplishments and gratitude for the
Afghans that cared enough to seek justice. I have to believe that out of those pockets, progress is being made.
ABN
Mother of Lt Col J. Darin Loftis
To read more about Darin's story, follow the links on the J.DarinLoftis Memorial Scholarship website.
Update, in October, Abdul Saboor was found guilty of
murder and sentenced to 20 years in prison. We were told, given the typical life
expectancy for men in Afghanistan, at age 32 this is pretty much a life
sentence. He lost an appeal in the Afghanistan Appeal Court earlier this
month. Apparently he still as the opportunity to appeal to the Supreme Court (it is a somewhat complicated
legal system.)
I'm a friend of a friend. What a tremendously touching and heart-wrenching tribute. My deepest sympathies to you and your family. This day doesn't begin to honor your son and the others who have fallen in service to their country even half enough. May your son's efforts continue to be seeds of progress for all the Afganis he touched.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your kind words.
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